29.9.07
I still can't let go of the pain


Adema - Let go - Lyrics

I'm sitting on the edge of the water
Contemplating my strange life
The sun starts to fall into the ground
A breeze picks up off the waves
And everything is fine

Let go of all of your pain
I know that I am not alone
Everyone makes mistakes
and starts to learn with time

I am content with who I am
There's nothing more
I need to say
I'm happy with my life

Let go of all of your pain
Let go of all of your pain
Let go and you'll escape
You'll be happy with yourself

Let go of all of your pain
Let go of the pain
Let go of all of your pain

Let go of all of your pain
Let go and you'll escape
You'll be happy with yourself
Let go of all of your pain

Let go
Let go
And release all this pain

Let go
Let go
And release all this pain

Let go
Let go
And release all this pain

Let go
Let go
Of all of the pain

I'm trying so hard.. really, but more pain keeps coming in. It made me feel lonely, that everyone is against me. I have nobody left. This pain keep increasing. I'm trying hard. I can't handle more pain anymore. It's hurting more and more each day. I only have myself.

Wanting me to be mature? I'm trying my best. You didn't give me enough time. It all happened to fast. I can't catch up and it's killing me inside. This pain of mine. You can't feel it but can't you see?

I wish I had some support from you but instead I had none. You talked on behalf of that bastard. You wanted me to grow up? Where were you when I needed you? Where you there when I broke down and cry after receiving the phone call from that bastard? The world felt like a dark cloud moving towards over murky waters and yet no rain fell to clear up the murky water. It only encourages the water to stay murky and dark and gloomy.